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rvk0 November 28, 2020 at 05:39AM — _rvklein_ — [05:32] cc: i miss the psych ward [05:32] cc: the comradarie and routine [05:33] ixtu: psych ward is like my worst nightmare fuck that shit [05:34] ixtu: i dont miss that girl shitting and putting period blood all over the bathroom either — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1332635236824387584

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rvk0 November 26, 2020 at 08:58PM — _rvklein_ — I hate this. These people had their home and the things in it taken away from them by force. Then when they finally get a chance to seek justice, they are told that these things do not belong to them any more because they were allegedly “abandoned”. Insult to injury just too much https://t.co/K3emF4rrHM — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1332141681764950019

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rvk0 November 26, 2020 at 04:08PM — _rvklein_ — It seems to happen a lot online that people will be upset by me communicating anything. But instead of telling me why or attempting to come to a level of mutual understanding, I get unimaginatively insulted and told to kill myself instead. Am I a snowflake for asking a question? https://t.co/1s9IXVvHgF — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1332068690943205380

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rvk0 November 26, 2020 at 03:49PM — _rvklein_ — I am almost a little upset by the reminder that in the real world a surprising number of people actually do seem to think and act this way. I am just glad to be in an otherwise “zero fucks given” mood about everything right now. People will get mad at you over nothing sometimes. https://t.co/WcHml6vvwS — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1332063902742548498

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rvk0 November 25, 2020 at 06:08AM — _rvklein_ — I have also sadly had the experience of being put in a jail cell under no charge and without proper timely access to my barely helpful pain medication or proper food to make it actually work (it binds to fats). “For your own safety” was what they told me. Punished for being sad. https://t.co/LTj2lSpN4X — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1331555449628487683

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rvk0 November 25, 2020 at 12:09AM — _rvklein_ — I went to go reply to a tweet made by this user and was for some reason blacked right before I could actually send the response I had written. I don’t get it. I do not even recall having any interactions with this person in the past at all. Oh well I guess? https://t.co/BCul7PJSsQ — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1331465123207245825

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rvk0 November 24, 2020 at 10:23PM — _rvklein_ — Putting the views of the writer aside too, I generally hate the writing of Jordan Peterson. It blows chunks, and it is always a droll pseudo-intellectual pretentious wankfest. I would cry too if I were also forced to publish such wasteful literary garbage from a chud like that. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1331438397768880129

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rvk0 November 24, 2020 at 10:16PM — _rvklein_ — All the people insulting and invalidating the employees of Random House which experienced negative human emotion towards having to do something that actively worked against their own interests are totally missing the point. This victim-blaming dogpile is disgusting and toxic. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1331436543236509697

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rvk0 November 24, 2020 at 10:07PM — _rvklein_ — Gamification/metrification of software development seems completely antithetical to the creation of good software. I mean, metrification in general should be considered harmful. Not just to the process of mental work but also psychosocially. https://t.co/IhDPx1NQUL — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1331434362026528770

Abstract: A Broken Mirror and A Paint Explosion. by Rabbit Klein

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rvk0 November 24, 2020 at 04:44AM — _rvklein_ — https://t.co/OuDbZ1hqTL [ #ArtistOnTwitter #artwork #gallery #images #visualart #digitalart #imagemanip #GraphicDesign #website # ] — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1331171837766733824

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November 23, 2020 at 03:28AM : https://neocities.org/site/rvklein

rvk0 November 23, 2020 at 03:28AM    : Maybe I should do a bunch of writeups to explain my work and creative processes here? I don’t know. I think that the face value ambiguity of my content leads to more thinking about it. However, I do think that I would generally get more traffic from providing more useful related words to read about the content I have here. (Feed generated with FetchRSS )

Abstract: Noisemosh Comp, Definite Brain Damage. by Rabbit Klein

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rvk0 November 23, 2020 at 05:40PM — _rvklein_ — #ArtistOnTwitter #artist #artwork #digitalart #digitalartist #Graphics #computergenerated # https://t.co/HsIaX7OMxQ — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1331004803179307009

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rvk0 November 23, 2020 at 03:01PM — _rvklein_ — I can’t even begin to go into what I am going through at the moment, because to larger extent I just do not want to think about it. There is nothing I can do. All the support that is supposed to be there really isn’t. I just get redirected or deferred in loops. Nothing I can do. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330964631368716289

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rvk0 November 23, 2020 at 10:45AM — _rvklein_ — I am all for freedom of expression, but using your creative skills to incite hatred and violence directly towards somebody is a waste of talent. Like you may as well have thrown that into the trash and the world would’ve been better off with you not contributing that shit kthx. https://t.co/tZBKiiVZrY — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330900210151776258

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rvk0 November 23, 2020 at 07:49AM — _rvklein_ — I have had problems with self-worth the entirety of my life especially because of issues stemming from my medical conditions. Being blatantly told that my life is worth maybe half that of an able person’s according to the government while my condition worsens makes me feel? Shit. https://t.co/bYC2pNXBag — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330855894603673601

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rvk0 November 23, 2020 at 02:21AM — _rvklein_ — I fixed the stupid post formatting bug on my little pet project https://t.co/31KJqV16vD I think maybe I want to bring the post simple markup formatting code to the server and have RSS feed output to be able to potentially do some fun things with it. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330773415708553217

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rvk0 November 23, 2020 at 12:26AM — _rvklein_ — Thanks to the one or two people who donated a small amount of funds to me in a pinch. I am relieved to not be in total agony at the moment. Even though it still hurts, thinking generally feels a lot easier now. I am extremely grateful. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330744593541976064

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rvk0 November 22, 2020 at 11:25PM — _rvklein_ — It feels shitty to be reduced to this but I cannot cope with going through this much longer and I am going to beg for money for painkillers on the internet since I am flat broke: https://t.co/Z07QlK4A9p I’d ask you to retweet or some shit but to be honest, expectations are low. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330729043851882496

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rvk0 November 22, 2020 at 07:59PM — _rvklein_ — In a lot of pain. Now my upper back hurts too for some reason. Great. I have no clue what is going on with this. Nothing I can do about it. I just want pain relief. Gonna look into that tomorrow if my sleep isn’t totally fucked up again. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330677426800693250

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rvk0 November 22, 2020 at 09:09AM — _rvklein_ — Trying to get help for this has felt like a mockery of what I go through on a daily basis and I can barely cope. I am dissociating very heavily at the moment. I cannot stop crying. I hate this. I do not want to be around people at the moment. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330513792556523520

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rvk0 November 22, 2020 at 04:35AM — _rvklein_ — https://t.co/B1VaTfBzWd — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330444883971215362

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rvk0 November 22, 2020 at 12:11AM — _rvklein_ — I don’t know what I ever did to have my pet rabbit held hostage from me. He certainly did not deserve what he is probably going through right now. I am broke, broken, overwhelmed by sadness on a daily basis. Just trying to go on with my life but to some extent it feels over now. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330378309943910405

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rvk0 November 21, 2020 at 09:58PM — _rvklein_ — “as you said to me before, hippie culture is writing its last will and testament” <– Yeah, and we’re gonna make sure it’s a fucking good one. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1330344838072590337

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rvk0 November 20, 2020 at 02:31AM — _rvklein_ — “Fuck you, fucking asshole.” Why is it that my life is always full of such wonderful musings from the unit next to mine? Like I cannot even get these thoughts out of my head so could I please be going without hearing it coming from the outside world in the place I sleep kthx? — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1329688758405488642

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rvk0 November 17, 2020 at 07:19AM — _rvklein_ — I cannot even fill out a fucking housing application for a while because I am in too much pain and have my identification documents, stuff, and best friend being held hostage in a town the police told be to leave and go somewhere else for being homeless there. I’m done with life. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1328674042145103873

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rvk0 November 17, 2020 at 12:55AM — _rvklein_ — If I got a fed handler that gets fed copies of reports about my network endpoint traffic then their heads gotta spin from all the weird shit I have ever possibly ever subjected myself to or had subjected to me. Would that be fucked up or what? — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1328577356647313408

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rvk0 November 16, 2020 at 04:18AM — _rvklein_ — > “According to this model, dissent is allowed, though the corporate media serve as a filter, allowing most people, with limited time available to keep themselves apprised of current events, to hear only points of view that the corporate media deem ‘serious’.” — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1328266298028150784

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rvk0 November 15, 2020 at 11:43PM — _rvklein_ — This is what I was worried about. I am at least slightly immunocompromised from what I know about my medical conditions so there is a very real chance that if I get this I could die. But I desperately need to see a doctor about the immense physical pain I have been in for years. https://t.co/xYHP20b5d5 — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1328196965360947208

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Abstract: Synthesis of a Colorful Hallucinatory Haze by Rabbit Klein

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0x5A827999F by Rabbit Klein

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rvk0 November 14, 2020 at 05:11PM — _rvklein_ — If you are interested in learning more about practical application of #E2EE (#encryption) with code examples in #JavaScript then I personally suggest you go take a look at this great article: https://t.co/4BT2muqBks #cryptography #furrynotfurry #programming #code #learning — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1327735858720600066

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rvk0 November 14, 2020 at 02:42AM — _rvklein_ — I miss my pet rabbit Charlie. It’s eating me away inside. I cannot stop breaking down about it. It has been nearly a month and a half since I became homeless. I am not doing very well. Awake at the moment from pain. He was most of what I had left in my life for emotional support. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1327517232566562816

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rvk0 November 12, 2020 at 11:10PM — _rvklein_ — Got the entropy collector function passing enough bytes through a SHA3-256 function and the first few bytes of a Shake-128 function output. Those become the key and nonce respectively for a Salsa20 stream cipher generation function. Need to build the output interface for it tho. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1327101588545171457

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rvk0 November 12, 2020 at 02:57PM — _rvklein_ — This is true. I have had people push this on me before not understanding that I already try my best to practice these things but cannot always do so and that they can be more harmful than helpful to my general wellbeing by trying to force myself through that. https://t.co/BvQlvULBM1 — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1326977514292584450

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rvk0 November 12, 2020 at 02:54PM — _rvklein_ — Trying to fight this feeling that I’m going to break down crying. I have stuff I should be doing but do not want to risk breaking down in front of other people because it just tends to make me feel even more awful. I hate feeling so fucking fragile about this kind of stuff. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1326976686152437760

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rvk0 November 12, 2020 at 11:46AM — _rvklein_ — Just because I am incompetent because of my conditions, that does not make me stupid. Just because I am confused because of my emotions, that does not make me blissfully unaware. If you want me to see you as more of an equal, the solution is simple: Treat me as a human being. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1326929444670484480

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rvk0 November 12, 2020 at 11:32AM — _rvklein_ — Why shouldn’t I be pissed at our government when they tell me they’re helping while simultaneously actively discriminating against me and people like me? “You should be happy you receive any support at all.” <– What, like I have a choice? I have to fight an uphill battle here. https://t.co/20WHdjUzVX — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1326925768438452246

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rvk0 November 11, 2020 at 01:06AM — _rvklein_ — Between exploitable baseband modems with direct memory access on Android, flaws in the isolation model of iOS and bugs in the only web browser you’re allowed to use on there, you’re pretty fucked if you’re a high-value target and use the average consumer mobile cellular device. https://t.co/rtfX7Q4wqy — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1326405936643264515

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rvk0 November 11, 2020 at 12:51AM — _rvklein_ — I don’t think I should take things like this personally. But it always hurts me when I go about things with good intent and people excommunicate me without even explaining what I did wrong. I guess I should not feel entitled to an explanation. I’m not worth anyone’s time anyway. https://t.co/iGTMyE2JrL — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1326402059160215553

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rvk0 November 10, 2020 at 08:15PM — _rvklein_ — A pared down example of my timed contention iterator blocking entropy gatherer in #JavaScript : https://t.co/2iYtq5kG6E #programming #coding #creativecoding # — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1326332782784688134

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rvk0 November 10, 2020 at 07:16AM — _rvklein_ — Just like some organizations here might have wishes to curb my own perfectly valid forms of artistic expression. At least if someone got upset enough to kill me for it, then it wouldn’t be my fault. I mean, regardless of what the laws say, that’s how it is in reality anyway. https://t.co/0AcPUE3vkv https://t.co/AbDf9Q4Tze — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1326136706962255874

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rvk0 November 07, 2020 at 07:07PM — _rvklein_ — Jim Watkins outed as QAnon and thenas a pedo. Biden winning the election not even knowing what he’s doing simply because people are fed up with Trump and how the pandemic has been managed. Those are only two points. There are many more to list. Looking up now. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1325228417399271424

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rvk0 November 07, 2020 at 05:08PM — _rvklein_ — Could not sleep because of pain. Then went to sleep in pain. Had nightmares about being in pain. Then woke up in pain. Now I am here. In pain. It is awful. it never ends. There has been no help for it. I am still trying though. I have no choice. Please understand this about me. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1325198453287362565

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rvk0 November 06, 2020 at 10:12PM — _rvklein_ — https://t.co/V5dzpHClz8 — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1324912691111137283

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rvk0 November 05, 2020 at 10:19PM — _rvklein_ — This is the exact thing that critics of the DMCA warned would happen. That doesn’t make it correct of these people to do such. They are clearly not acting within good faith of the bill’s spirit and are abusing the one-sided nature of it’s enforcement out of selfish greed. https://t.co/OgSlP5eMuj — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1324551875455262721

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rvk0 November 05, 2020 at 05:35PM — _rvklein_ — I am feeling incredibly sad so often that it impacts my ability to actually do anything to get my mind off of the rumination of bad memories and self loathing. I feel like a loser with no friends and regardless of the truth I can’t help the way I feel very much or at all. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1324480573222563841

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rvk0 November 04, 2020 at 07:43PM — _rvklein_ — Too true sadly. I’d argue the same for “no drama” people. As I’ve had those exact same type of people try to start shit with me or even be straight up toxic. Sometimes even abusive. People have interpersonal issues and if it happens in a group, not dealing with it is more drama. https://t.co/y1QqwRxg5x — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1324150246935580672

Abstrace: Six Hundred and Twenty-One by Rabbit Klein

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rvk0 November 03, 2020 at 08:23PM    : proj/misc/entropy-collector-test.html rvklein 1 hour ago I had to put in a lot of work just to wrap my head around the principles of this and figuring out a good way to gather decent entropy from the start was probably the first toughest bit. The next toughest bit will be rigging up the output of this script to some sort of more rigorous statistical analysis methods. I am half tempted to go full monte with this and make my own toy random pool sorta like /dev/urandom here. (Feed generated with FetchRSS )

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rvk0 November 03, 2020 at 08:42PM — _rvklein_ — Abusing OS task scheduler interrupts using countdown timer loops in #javascript in a #web browser to gather sufficient entropy for generating decently random and equidistant numbers. *CHECK IT OUT!* https://t.co/hRK3g1PBvc https://t.co/mOck97v5l7 — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1323802722211143680

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rvk0 November 03, 2020 at 08:18PM    : To my surprise, this thing is actually working incredibly well for how I am abusing timers and OS task scheduler process interrupts in order to gather entropy for a reasonably random number source. # screenshot # firefox # web # javascript # programming I've been experimenting with these types of tricks for a while. Maybe I will build it up into a proper — somewhat cryptographically secure — mixed random number pool source. I will have to look into how people go about doing that I guess. [Coping here.]

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rvk0 November 03, 2020 at 04:10PM — _rvklein_ — #kek #topkek #popkek #banana #food #imagemanip #art #photoedit #yellow #blue #graphics #digitalart # https://t.co/Uwa5xQyQpY — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1323734210104991745