R.V.Klein Update Syndication

rvk0 December 28, 2020 at 11:48PM    : (Feed generated with FetchRSS )

rvk0 December 26, 2020 at 04:43PM    : I have been working on a few updates for my website on my local machine. Slowly and gradually. Including some mild restructuring of folder/path arrangements and some general cleanup. I don’t know when I will finish them and go publish the changes to here and the other available content mirrors of my website. That is okay though. I am going through a rough time. I have been separated from my pet rabbit. (Feed generated with FetchRSS )

rvk0 December 23, 2020 at 09:48PM — _rvklein_ — I just successfully built the binaries for both Deno [JS/ES/TS runtime] and also libvips [so I can eventually go and make use of the nice thing for fast graphics manipulation operations which is called sharp on npm]. I should be taking a break now. Soon we will explore Deno tho. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1341938747705798656

rvk0 December 23, 2020 at 05:40PM — _rvklein_ — I’m not surprised there was no packages for Deno on Debian yet. Especially considering that my architecture on this machine is aarch64 which of course doesn’t have prebuilt binaries for Deno yet either. No matter though. Installing Rust and compiling it here was easy as fuck. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1341876392766681094

rvk0 December 23, 2020 at 05:25PM — _rvklein_ — After having a decent dive through the runtime environment of the very cute Duktape JS/ES engine, I have decided that it would probably be worth my while to go and check out the Deno runtime as well. I think it might be a good middleground between NodeJS and Duktape here. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1341872696016187392

rvk0 December 23, 2020 at 10:16AM — _rvklein_ — Taking some more time to explore the Duktape #JavaScript runtime environment ( https://t.co/tTCuy8hR1h ) and noting some of the implementation differences between that, NodeJS, and the common browser runtimes (Firefox/Webkit/Chromium). Honestly, the simplicity is kinda refreshing — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1341764537331179520

rvk0 December 22, 2020 at 01:24PM — _rvklein_ — I filled out the stupid shit required so that I wouldn’t continue to be nagged and belittled. Despite wanting to get a chance to actually review my options. Breaking down now. I hate this. I just want to stop feeling this way. I just wish other people wouldn’t make this worse. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1341449452821880833

rvk0 December 22, 2020 at 12:32PM — _rvklein_ — I have barely been able to think. “It’s just checking some boxes on a sheet”. Like, yeah. I am aware of how much I suck. Not really helping with the feeling that everyone hates me. I might need to take a break for a while. Still trying to avoid breaking down crying though. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1341436432108417028

rvk0 December 17, 2020 at 07:32PM — _rvklein_ — … Sorry I cannot meet your expectations. I feel like shit most of the time to the extent that I am basically useless. Why do people always seem to assume I have a choice? Like, I don’t just fucking choose to feel like shit and be in pain. This sucks. Some don’t get it. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339730151752515590

rvk0 December 17, 2020 at 07:24PM — _rvklein_ — I keep passing out from/in pain. Having muscle convulsions in my legs especially. I don’t understand why people enjoy punishing me for being in pain. Apparently me having pain issues is just my problem and a personal failure that is somehow my fault or deserved? … — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339728327586836480

rvk0 December 17, 2020 at 07:14PM — _rvklein_ — … and I didn’t get to read any of it to know what I was even supposedly agreeing to. I keep feeling like breaking down crying. Just trying to stay upright. Not wanting to be around people in this state because I have been taken advantage of too much for being like this. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339725722307444741

rvk0 December 17, 2020 at 07:09PM — _rvklein_ — I am in so much pain and I can barely think because of it sometimes. I am trying. Although a lot of people around me who should know this seem inconsiderate and I have to wonder if they are doing this on purpose. I was forced to sign paperwork yesterday while in pain… — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339724445523558401

rvk0 December 17, 2020 at 09:47AM — _rvklein_ — #art https://t.co/eeiuyyWnr2 — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339583010337779715

rvk0 December 16, 2020 at 07:50PM — _rvklein_ — I probably need a virtual hug right about now. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339372347099373568

rvk0 December 16, 2020 at 07:32PM — _rvklein_ — I am such a fucking loser. Ugh. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339367836809113600

rvk0 December 16, 2020 at 12:53PM — _rvklein_ — I think I might go pass out from pain again. Shit. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339267479785365512

rvk0 December 16, 2020 at 12:38PM — _rvklein_ — I keep passing out. This sucks. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1339263594769358852

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rvk0 December 15, 2020 at 02:23AM — _rvklein_ — I find it pretty sad that this kinda shit is allowed on @Twitter but they’re not even listening to the the dozens of people saying #FreeKirtaner from his bullshit ban that was likely induced by mass report-brigading. Sigh. https://t.co/hDLUdGp3VT — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1338746526542274560

rvk0 December 15, 2020 at 01:31AM — _rvklein_ — I likw this post. I miss Charlie a lot. I keep breaking down thinking about him. I don’t enjoy being stuck in this shitty position. I just want to stop breaking down though. https://t.co/xpLU3jY0cu — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1338733457913114625

rvk0 December 14, 2020 at 10:44PM — _rvklein_ — https://t.co/81JVgpCm7h — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1338691282546413568

rvk0 December 14, 2020 at 10:36PM — _rvklein_ — I am actually pretty immensely pissed off internally. Between my pet rabbit being taken from me (I hope I can get him back) and @Kirtaner apparently getting banned from @Twitter ( #FreeKirtaner ) … among other things life just seems to be full of sad shit bringing me down. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1338689437081997317

rvk0 December 14, 2020 at 10:31PM — _rvklein_ — Just gonna firmly cement myself in this role as a “weird internet person”. Mostly because I have nothing better to do in between passing out throughout the day. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1338688007067623424

rvk0 December 14, 2020 at 12:43PM — _rvklein_ — This is what you get for me not agreeing to sign a model release form, you fucking abusive bitch. https://t.co/FB3VyuF6Tp — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1338540084983980033

rvk0 December 14, 2020 at 11:42AM — _rvklein_ — Apparently my ass is no longer on PornHub. Nice. Don’t worry, you can still find my ass on Twitter though. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1338524722926133248

rvk0 December 13, 2020 at 01:37PM — _rvklein_ — Gonna go cry now. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1338191288450097152

rvk0 December 12, 2020 at 11:38PM — _rvklein_ — https://t.co/nHGCI5kYF3 — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1337980063510388736

rvk0 December 12, 2020 at 07:17PM — _rvklein_ — I kinda want to die without him. My state of mind has not been good recently. The past few years of my life have really all been a blur. I am attempting to cope, but knowing how much this is probably confusing him is really making me upset. I continue to break down crying. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1337914452902023172

rvk0 December 12, 2020 at 07:14PM — _rvklein_ — It has been almost 3 months since I was taken away. Since I haven’t seen my pet rabbit and best friend, Charlie. I feel so emotionally lost without this creature. I hope he is okay. I don’t know. This probably is not easy for him emotionally either. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1337913795759509505

rvk0 December 10, 2020 at 03:00AM — _rvklein_ — I can’t sleep. Feeling incredibly sad. Been caught in torrent of endless self-loathing for now. Hoping this passes. I don’t want to lose hope. There’s not very many people in my life I trust that seem to have the time and patience for my bullshit. At least that’s how it feels. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1336943939891453952

rvk0 December 09, 2020 at 02:42PM — _rvklein_ — I hate being guilt tripped because I feel too emotionally shitty to do things or even be around people. It is totally counterproductive to me actually being able to accomplish those things, especially when I actually have a want to do them. I’ve had people do this on purpose too. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1336758097675755521

rvk0 December 09, 2020 at 09:40AM — _rvklein_ — Probably just gonna end up being a big useless sack of shit of a person today. As per usual. I should really try and blame myself less, but a lifetime of having this sorta rhetoric drilled into my head makes it pretty difficult to escape. Pain sucks, depression sucks, etc. Meh. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1336682225371377665

rvk0 December 09, 2020 at 08:44AM — _rvklein_ — Attention followers: Be aware that this account is 18+ and now I’m gonna go follow some lewd furry accounts to balance out all the design/typography accounts that I added to my follow list. Be forewarned about what you could see in my favorites. I’ll make an alt if I get too lewd — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1336668041061560321

rvk0 December 07, 2020 at 09:59PM — _rvklein_ — Going through a pretty bad emotional low today. Been crying on and off a whole bunch. Trying to distract myself with reading a lot between all that. I know that none of this is super exciting to say, but I am trying hard just to cope here. It could be worse I guess, but meh. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1336143354879483909

rvk0 December 07, 2020 at 10:23AM — _rvklein_ — “Astroterf.” — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1335968298845007874

rvk0 December 05, 2020 at 10:14AM — _rvklein_ — I am just incredibly fucking sad and it is not helping the depression shit either. Things in some ways aren’t even all that bad discounting the pain and extreme loneliness I have been feeling. I miss my pet bunno Charlie so much every single day. This is a nightmare to endure. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1335241051792166914

rvk0 December 04, 2020 at 06:13AM    : R.V.Klein HOME (Feed generated with FetchRSS )

rvk0 December 05, 2020 at 04:01AM — _rvklein_ — “Cringe and bluepilled.” https://t.co/oA52VtcPPu — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1335147262457081856

rvk0 December 04, 2020 at 02:21PM — _rvklein_ — /*! “JS is very silly sometimes lol.” !*/ (function() { var f=Function,o=Object,p=’prototype’,c=’constructor’; return( ((typeof(o[p][c])===typeof(f[c][p])) &&(f[p][c] instanceof o[c]) &&(f[c][p] instanceof o[p][c]) &&(f[p][c][p] instanceof o[p][c]) ) ); } )(); — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1334940957033328641

rvk0 December 04, 2020 at 10:32AM — _rvklein_ — I guess I went and added a whole bunch more people to my follow list in order to mix things up here a bit. A lot of them don’t seem to make posts/statuses/tweets overly often so that is kinda nice. To have a wider field of view without too much distracting crap, hopefully. — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1334883280504680450

rvk0 December 03, 2020 at 02:42PM — _rvklein_ — This is all too fucking real for me. https://t.co/RHnJRUH6ed — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1334583745647681539

rvk0 December 03, 2020 at 02:05PM — _rvklein_ — https://t.co/0nrPqqdg80 — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1334574506170527744

rvk0 December 03, 2020 at 11:13AM — _rvklein_ — ” basically high-value art comes down to historical cultural artifacts and contemporary art either/or of which are just trading cards for rich people to launder money a lot of the time.” — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1334531203899252740

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rvk0 December 01, 2020 at 05:15PM — _rvklein_ — https://t.co/0Zqh9m75nF — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1333897581139808256

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rvk0 December 01, 2020 at 11:02AM    : Updated my random number stream generator web toy. Now using a freshly modified entropy collection method that doesn't totally crash Tor Browser and other runtime environments that have a generally lower time accuracy. Also now using ChaCha20 insteal of Salsa20. https:// rvklein.me/proj/rando/ # JavaScript # programming # crypto # webdevelopment # web # website # Software # code # DEVCommunity # Numerology # Math # Mathematics # Coding # random

rvk0 December 01, 2020 at 10:49AM — _rvklein_ — Updated my random number stream generator web toy. Now using a method that doesn’t totally crash Tor Browser. Also ChaCha20. https://t.co/vTkyvTZUtl #JavaScript #programming #crypto #webdevelopment #website #Software #code #DEVCommunity #Numerology #Math #Mathematics #Coding — http://twitter.com/_rvklein_/status/1333800333500313600